omg, July is already knocking on the door. I swear the days are going far too fast

So yeah, I'm selling my maxima, and getting my grandmas car, which im pretty psyched about. I love the maxima, but it needs too much body work from my... ahem... racing days haha so this is prolly a good thing. Plus Ive had the car for over 3 yrs and there are ALOT of memories attached to it id rather forget about.

So did anyone know Incubus kicks ass and takes names?

I went down to Stuttgart and had an awesome time this last mon-fri. Ok.. well my <33 strings are a little attached to a certain someone, and I know theirs are to me, and even tho they have a girlfriend, I'm determined to hold it out. They gave me plenty of reasons to i cant explain it but theres such a connection. I havent felt like this for a long time! Yeah it may be silly to tell someone you love them after you havent talked to them for 3 yrs but I know in my heart we do love eachother.
the times were fun, the kissing was FIRE, the sex was HAWT, the connection undeniable

Sooooo hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm what else has been up? Well me and Nonnie Norma got set a blaze today trying to fill some of my lighters by an open candle. This huge flame went BOOOOSSSSHHHHH and I screamed and jumped back and napkins were on fire, and all in all it was very entertaining... for everyone else. But Sarah got a kick out of it and that made me happy ^^ My dad was rly sick, and that worries me... my step mom also had an abscessed tooth which sucks. Thankfully my lil bro was fine. I GOT HIM READING TWILIGHT! Yes! *score* Me and him and my Uncle Jeff and Alicia are going to watch Transformers today. It should be tight!

Well Kaycee moved out of moms place, cuz it was getting too crowded with her, mom ,Kaylee, Jessie tate, n 3 kids. I took her alot of housewarming gifts and stuff. I love her and mom and nathan so much, and even Matt is kinda growing on me. Im fortunate to have such great friends!
As for Irv... hes confused the hell out of me. He cant trust me... but he can send me texts joking around to make me feel bad after I cuzz him? Idk...
Eric I'm guessing is going to the SSBB tourney w/o me.. which is cool I guess, I just wish I lived closer to Harrison so he wouldnt have had the drive as an excuse. Or maybe the excuse is I dont want him. Idk rly. I'm not trippin on it. Hopefully he'll get ahold of me soon cuz me and Sarah wanna eat some muchrooms together, and his garden is the best

Speaking of SSBB, I had to ship out my wii and its still not back yet... *poutie face*

Well some of you are prolly wondering why im sitting here writing at 6 51 in the morning. Well i took my xanax n ambien last night and was passed out by 1 30. Then i wake up at 5 30 to go pee and see Sarah tried calling at 3 30 so I call her back and she was awake and had just went pee too haha! So we talked for like 45 mins and here I am! weeeee This dance club mix cd she gave me is the bestest thing ever and has made my music world much brighter.

So yeah, I didnt go to the Pig Roast last night. Couldnt get ahold of Reagan and Matt bailed out on me b/c he was high on 'cough syrup'. lol retarded. I needed to recooperate from my days of binge drinking anyways

Anyways, I think thats been all about here... June 18th was my Moms birthday, and we took out flowers, me and Jeff did. So as always, we love you Mama, XOXOXOX RIP. Same with MJ. Me and nonnie dug out his 93 superbowl performance and it was awesome and heartwarming and on VHS. It was a trip.
I'm either riding out to Wyoming with Nonnies cousin on the 4th of July, or waiting till this fall to go. But if I suddenly disappear, I'll try to warn yall!

Love you guys.. xoxoxo